The
initial idea of living together after marriage terrified me, to be honest. The
thought of you seeing you so closely, the thought of sharing all my things with
you. It’s a whole other level, that level of intimacy. For someone who has
never shared a room with someone else, it was intimidating.
But,
you made it so easy. It never felt like I was somewhere else. I fit right in,
like a missing puzzle piece. And I saw you, all of you I mean. I knew
you before, of course. But now, I’ve seen all of you: you at your
vulnerability, when you’re upset, when you’re angry, how you smell in the
morning, what you need when you’re sick when you’re sleep deprived when you
don’t have enough space on your side of the bed, when the thunder rumbles
outside when you absolutely have to go the washroom when you are about to head
out when you need alone time; all of it. And you know what, Mr. Bajracharya? I
think I love you even more, now.
I
see this new side of you: one who is not embarrassed to bring me sanitary pads
and chocolate when I’m on my period, who will put medical cream on the calves
of my leg, who will take off my glasses and shut the lights with no complain
every night when I’m already asleep. You are a true blessing in my life. I don’t
know what I would ever do without you and I never want to know.
To
infinity and beyond!
Love,
Mrs.
Bajracharya
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