Prisoners of our Own Thoughts

They say that eyes are windows to the soul. I wonder, if that were true, how many people have been able to read through my eyes or through me. If they have, they would have seen the chaotic mess that I am within. In a way, aren’t we all?

This mess: it consists of mangled up thoughts, both consequences of things done or before doing. It is true that we must think what consequence our actions might bring, what we must speak and how we must speak. But too much of something is never good. And over thinking could bring up problems that ceased to exist before.

I remember reading this book called “doshi chasma” by B.P Koirala in the 10^th grade, I suppose we all do. Remember how the character kept blaming his glasses but it was actually his sub consciousness? His over thinking? How many times do you suppose we over think?

If you take it from me, I would say many, many times. Thoughts and actions: they complement each other, don’t they? It’s a repetitive cycle somehow. Thoughts initiate actions and actions give root to thoughts. But where does it end? And how do we control it?

You can control it. It all depends on you. There is a thin line between thinking and over thinking. Do not go over to the latter side. Take it from a fellow prisoner of her own thoughts. Let us not over think. Let us try not to be a prisoner of our own thoughts.

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